Oh well I tried

I'm playing right now and it really feels like I don't wanna play for a long time after this. Here's a recap of what's happened to me for the past week:

ALav5 is at seat 0 with $285.
RandyDman3 is at seat 1 with $475.
eachualive is at seat 2 with $473.
lordlarry is at seat 3 with $468.
Mfort is at seat 4 with $200.
chengong is at seat 5 with $577.
music35 is at seat 6 with $82.50.
Rockette is at seat 7 with $274.
kidcrash is at seat 8 with $219.
Black 8ces is at seat 9 with $250.
The button is at seat 7.

kidcrash posts the small blind of $2.
Black 8ces posts the big blind of $5.

ALav5: -- --
RandyDman3: -- --
eachualive: -- --
lordlarry: -- --
chengong: -- --
music35: -- --
Rockette: -- --
kidcrash: Th Tc
Black 8ces: -- --

Pre-flop:

ALav5 folds. RandyDman3 folds. eachualive calls.
lordlarry folds. chengong folds. music35 folds.
Rockette folds. kidcrash raises to $10. Black 8ces
calls. eachualive calls.

Flop (board: Ts 9c 5d):

kidcrash checks. Black 8ces bets $5. eachualive
raises to $10. kidcrash calls. Black 8ces calls.

Turn (board: Ts 9c 5d Kh):

kidcrash checks. Black 8ces bets $10. eachualive
folds. kidcrash raises to $20. Black 8ces calls.

River (board: Ts 9c 5d Kh Kc):

kidcrash bets $10. Black 8ces raises to $20.
kidcrash re-raises to $30. Black 8ces re-raises to
$40. kidcrash calls.

Showdown:

Black 8ces shows 5s Ks.
Black 8ces has 5s Ks 5d Kh Kc: full house, kings full of fives.
kidcrash mucks cards.
(kidcrash has Th Tc.)

And this too:
Yo 11 is at seat 0 with $418.
SERG44731 is at seat 1 with $430.50.
eachualive is at seat 2 with $423.
cmac291 is at seat 3 with $598.50.
Mfort is at seat 4 with $526.
imariverrat2 is at seat 5 with $151.
0A50 is at seat 6 with $470.
Rockette is at seat 7 with $203.50.
kidcrash is at seat 8 with $181.
Black 8ces is at seat 9 with $373.
The button is at seat 1.

eachualive posts the small blind of $2.
cmac291 posts the big blind of $5.

Yo 11: -- --
SERG44731: -- --
eachualive: -- --
cmac291: -- --
Mfort: -- --
imariverrat2: -- --
0A50: -- --
Rockette: -- --
kidcrash: Jc Kc
Black 8ces: -- --

Pre-flop:

Mfort folds. imariverrat2 folds. 0A50 folds.
Rockette folds. kidcrash raises to $10. Black 8ces
folds. Yo 11 calls. SERG44731 folds. eachualive
folds. cmac291 calls.

Flop (board: Kh As Jh):

cmac291 bets $5. kidcrash raises to $10. Yo 11
folds. cmac291 re-raises to $15. kidcrash calls.


Turn (board: Kh As Jh 2c):

cmac291 bets $10. kidcrash calls.

River (board: Kh As Jh 2c 2s):

cmac291 checks. kidcrash checks.

Showdown:

cmac291 shows Ts Ah.
cmac291 has Ah Kh As 2c 2s: two pair, aces and deuces.
kidcrash mucks cards.
(kidcrash has Jc Kc.)

Aaaaand this:
Yo 11 is at seat 0 with $407.
SERG44731 is at seat 1 with $423.50.
eachualive is at seat 2 with $482.50.
cmac291 is at seat 3 with $670.50 (sitting out).
imariverrat2 is at seat 5 with $128.
0A50 is at seat 6 with $420.
Rockette is at seat 7 with $210.50.
kidcrash is at seat 8 with $23.50.
Black 8ces is at seat 9 with $412.
The button is at seat 6.

Rockette posts the small blind of $2.
kidcrash posts the big blind of $5.

Yo 11: -- --
SERG44731: -- --
eachualive: -- --
imariverrat2: -- --
0A50: -- --
Rockette: -- --
kidcrash: 7c 6d
Black 8ces: -- --

Pre-flop:

Black 8ces folds. Yo 11 raises to $10. SERG44731
folds. eachualive folds. imariverrat2 folds. 0A50
folds. Rockette calls. kidcrash calls.

Flop (board: 6s 3c 7h):

Rockette bets $5. kidcrash calls. Yo 11 calls.

Turn (board: 6s 3c 7h Jd):

Rockette bets $10. kidcrash goes all-in for $8.50.
Yo 11 raises to $20. Rockette calls.

River (board: 6s 3c 7h Jd Jc):

Rockette checks. Yo 11 bets $10. Rockette calls.

Showdown:

Yo 11 shows Ks Kh.
Yo 11 has Ks Kh 7h Jd Jc: two pair, kings and jacks.
Rockette mucks cards.
(Rockette has 9s 9c.)
kidcrash shows 7c 6d.
kidcrash has 7c 6d 7h Jd Jc: two pair, jacks and sevens.


I really feel like I've just been getting crushed in every single hand that I play, and it appears that I am. It's been a demoralizing week as I just can't seem to win no matter what I do or how I play, and I've lost all the profit that I've made so far, besides a hundred bucks, which I'm losing as we speak right now. I'm getting no respect when I raise or bet, no matter how long I've been in a game, which in turn leads to people catching cards when they shouldn't even be in a hand, and overall I'm just not catching when I need to when I have ample pot odds.

I don't know if I'm gonna keep playing for right now because it's really having a negative effect on my overall moods and I've been getting upset easily lately, which I don't like. I think that if I played more things would be different, but the fact that I only play so much and when I do play I'm getting ruined really intesifies the losses and my reactions towards them. I will keep ya'll updated, but just know that right now things aren't lookin good.

Bankroll: $561